Discipline, Motivation, Intelligence
These are the three things I regard in highest value when I meet a person. They’re also the three things I am how do you say…not well versed in.
Most people I feel lack discipline, but you have to understand I hang out with a variety of people only 18-25, with not to say the hardest lives, but more so than many.
I lack discipline.
That need to do something, even if at times undesirable, knowing it is going to improve your character. It will teach you something, improve you, make you stronger. It is a trait I respect just as highly as intelligence.
Actually it would more accurate to say I have entirely no sense of it.
Something I sort of learn with the Knight.
It is something I am pretty sure I will learn with Sir though…
Which delights me.
Motivation, something I think a lot of people have already even at my age or are starting to rapidly acquire it.
I am sort of a slacker. I don’t have that driving force to make me really want to do anything. Even outside of the pockets of depression.
It is realllly reallllllllly bad sometimes.
With a D/s relationships I feel like you need a certain level of motivation, of will power. I feel like you take the dominants will almost as your own, with others though. It gives you that certain backbone…?
Maybe that’s not the right word…
Hehe not with your Sir (etc.) though…wellll maybe sometimes.
Now onto the brains.
Intelligence is the most attractive trait a person can have.
I think the Knight might be one of the smartest people I know, and unnffffff
I just cannot handle a good personality mixed with high intelligence.
And mixed with good looks.
I miss the Knight, let me tell you.
I’m not saying I’m not intelligent, I’m not the smartest lady though.
I don’t feel like I’m too smart in any one subject. A jack of all trades a master of none. And sometimes I feel really dumb in certain situations or conversations.
(Is it weird if the slight twinge of embarrassment also gets me secretly aroused?)
Above all things intelligence might be my most respected trait, but these three combined and I’m done for. A person like that can have me eating out of the palm of their hand.
I follow what they tell me because I respect them, I look up to them.
Ahh but I must be boring you again with long rants. Ha.
Stay lovely dearies